PUT ON A FAKED SMILE AND ACT LIKE EVERYTHING IS OKAY.

I AM TIRED OF CRYING, FEEL BAD BUT PRETEND TO BE HAPPY
I AM TIRED OF BEING ALONE, FEEL WORTHLESS BUT PRETEND LIKE NOTHING'S WRONG
I AM TIRED SCREAMING, BEING ANGRY, MISS YOU, DREAMING OF YOU BUT PRETEND LIKE I'VE FORGOT YOU

BUT I'M EVEN MORE TIRED OF LYING TO MYSELF ABOUT YOU.
I DON'T LOVE YOU, I DON'T MISS YOU, I DON'T CRY BECAUSE OF YOU.
THEY ARE ALL LIES.

HELL IS EMPTY AND 
ALL THE DEVILS ARE HERE.-WILLIAM SHAKESPEAR

if you don't like something, change it
if you can't change it, find a way to accept it

never expect anything from anyone;
the devil was once an angel.